I can’t believe we are already here. 100 days until Lennox’s due date. So excited to see this sweet face and hold him in my arms.
To be a little proactive I am getting my lists together now so we can be better prepared than we were with Kingsley when he arrived 5 wks early. I was wrapped up in spending time with Jameson knowing that things would change drastically for him, for our family in just a few weeks. I didn’t even dream of him coming that early.
It is so interesting to me how I’ve felt each time I’ve hit this mark with each of our boys. With Jameson I couldn’t wait, I was so over being sick and just wanted him here. I knew Kingsley would come when he was ready, don’t get me wrong I was excited for his arrival but also apprehensive. I was focused on making sure Jameson knew and felt my love, I just wanted soak up all the moments of when it was just him and I. Now with Lennox, I am on progesterone shots and I am praying they are successful. Hoping he comes after 38 or 39 weeks at least. I want him to be healthy and developed, I want to experience this pregnancy to the fullest. Even though the last few weeks I’ve heard to be are so taxing and daunting, I truly want him to be healthy and at a higher weight than his brothers.
But no matter when he arrives, I want our home to be ready for him. Most likely a month or so from now I’ll start my hospital bag, getting some frozen meals together, wash itty bitty things and organize like crazy. It’s getting more and more real! Excited to have our little guy here, whenever he’s ready.
The Lord watched over you; the Lord is your shade at your right hand. The sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord will keep you from all harm, he will watch over your life. The Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forever more. Psalm 121: 5-8